i haven’t really “tumblr-ed” in awhile .. so i figured, why not? i need somewhere to vent .. && after all .. that’s kind of what this is all about.
for those of you who don’t know, yes .. GianCarlo & i are back together. & for those of you who have a problem with it, you can cry me a fucking river & drown in it for all i care. we’ve been thru so many ups & downs in these past 10 months that it’s hard to imagine how we got thru it all. anyways, so today .. i met up with gee’s dad & we went to barnes&noble to pick out some books to send him. turns out that barnes&noble doesn’t ship from the warehouse anymore which means we’d have to order online .. but that’s beside the point. after his dad wrote down the books he wanted, we went to the starbucks cafe for lunch.. which is what i REALLY wanna talk about. people are forever trying to bring me down … trying to make me change my mind. in a way, i can’t blame them because waiting 10+ years for this guy can sound a little crazy … but only to those who don’t understand where we’re coming from or where we’re going. his dad really understands.. i mean, of course he’s shocked at the idea that i am willing to wait .. but he really truly understands. when he asked me why .. i gotta admit, i was a little scared to REALLY say it .. because let’s be honest, he’s not MY dad .. he’s my BOYFRIEND’S dad .. so i said that it’s really hard to explain it, but i guess he saw right thru it .. because he said “the answer is simple … it’s love” .. love. hearing it come from somebody else makes it seem even more real to me. his dad even invited me to a family event type thing … one of gee’s brothers has a football game on saturday && he asked me to go. i’ve forgotten what it felt like to be so accepted into a boyfriend’s family. i mean, of course anthony’s family accepted me … but this time it’s way different … gee can’t be around as much as he wants to .. && yet .. i’m still accepted … still wanted at family events & whatnot. & he said that gee’s lucky to have somebody like me. today was just overwhelming…in a good way.
other than that — work is work, play is play .. basically same shit, different day ((:
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